im NOT taking that or nothing

To tell the truth
I really think
You all overreact
You won’t believe
A thing I say
You think you know me
But you don’t
Try to believe
That when you speak
The words don’t go right through my head
Try to believe
That when I speak
I actually mean what I say
Sometimes I wish
That you’d all vanish
In a thick cloud of smoke
And never reappear
I wouldn’t have to deal
With the shit you give me
Constantly
But the genuine truth is
Even though you don’t believe it
Like everything else
I ever say
I don't know how much I need it
No matter how horrible it is